Indeed my life swirled down the drain then soared and is headed back down the drain.

My country has once again been thrown into war… Someone close to me has been kidnapped back home with no word yet… I can’t say more until he is safe again…

I have finished work at ernst & young after two years of misery and boredom. I have work starting in a couple of days at ING.

 I am in the process of writing my original fiction for fictionpress.org, will post link once that is done.

As for the rest, plans to take over the world have been put on hold while I try and muster up some enthusiasm.

I have started exercising again so hopefully the enthusiasm that I used to have will come back….

Sibilant 

The greatest pain is watching the man I admire most in the world fall, as the pedestal he stood on crumbles…

To me he is still the greatest but in the eyes of others who weigh a man on material scales he is nothing… 

I thought about my idea and beleive it or not it might work. I was so elated I didn’t sleep on the train today morning.

I am worried that my idea will be stolen or that someone might think of it in the time it takes for me to launch it.

Maybe I should patent it but I don’t think I can.

Meanwhile work beckons… who am I kidding… its tugging on the chain attached to my spiked collar.

cya

Sibilant 

Out at my major client. Seems like half the office is on the audit team. Well I’m there for two and a half months. Don’t know what i’m going to do

I like taking breaks from people I work with. Can’t handle large doses. And all the eye candy is on the other team and there is a wall dividing us (*sigh*)

Kind of tired. I have a brilliant plan. But I’m afraid to explore it because then I will no doubtedly find a huge flaw.

Meanwhile House is on tonight. Can’t wait! Maybe House will explain why he has more chemistry with Chase than any other female character. And also why Wilson is the only constant in his life.

Till Later,

Sibilant 

And huge.

More fool I for wanting it.

How bad can it be?

Believe me it is bad. We are swimming in debt and the creditors are beating the doors down. All dignity is gone. Our last worldly posession.

If there is a God let him show his face.

I can’t stop laughing. My sister got another proposal. This one was probably far dodgier than all the others simply because they actually tried to convince her that she was falling for that guy. If she had I would have killed her first. The guy is a creep and a bit of a girl actually. No one I’d want as a brother in law.

 Meanwhile they didn’t even ask my mom and dad first. How rude is that? Sheesh. Thinks are going to be awkward tonight at the party. I’ll just pretend to be clueless as usual. But that woman not naming anyone who tried to set my sister up with that creep of a guy is a total 8itch.

Guh I can’t believe how manipulative she is. I don’t even know what she’s got against us. After all we’re always nice to her.

Oh well best get back to work.

See you later fellow rats in the corporate race.

Sibilant.

Meanwhile, a girlfriend of mine has decided she might be batting for the other side so to speak. Arrrghhhh! I do not need more turbulence in my life right now. But its not like its a big deal anyway. I’ve got no objections and sexual preferences shouldn’t determine who someone is anyway. Almost as bad as judging someone on what brand of freshner they use. Something I tend to do

Oh well…. Wentworth Miller. I hope I meet him someday so that this ridiculous notion that perfect guys exist can be dispelled. Meanwhile I better get back to work…

Maybe I’ll write my penpal a letter….

cu,

Sibilant

Though my attraction is based on the character that this insanely hot actor plays on Prison Break, I think the slightly peach shaped morals are far outweighed by the intelligence and general tough strong hunk with a soft centre.

Maybe that is the type I’m into. Who am I kidding of course it is!

I will wax on about it tomorrow preferably passing time at work. Its late and I think I should go to bed. I have a few wrinkles in my life I need to iron out tomorrow morning and I need all the strength I can get.

Till later,

Sibilant.